Sometimes you are so present and you drop on me such purity and remind me what is golden, but you have been so far away for so long that I don't want to get comfortable with you. I protect myself even from you.
You know my heart, and you know that it is broken, even though I regret it and wish it didn't exist, whole or shattered or with the potential of being restored.
Gosh, I miss you. Where have you been for so long? Or have I been the one missing all this time? I know it has been me.
But you are unlike anything or anyone else. You never get tired of me or too hurt by me no matter what I do to try to harm you. You never turn your back or backstab to get back at me... You are so unreal to me. You are who I need and who I have needed. You are the answer I've been dying for.
Thank you for never giving up on me, even when it is logical or easier. You know my heart, God. Please don't ever stop.
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